For now..

I want..
1. You
2. PRS guitar
3. A marshall amplifier
4. A pair of levi's jeans
5. Nike sneakers
6. 48hrs of sleep
7. endless
8. list of
9. christmas
10. presents!!

Silence

Lets observe a minute of silence now, shall we?

Dear Lord,
All I could do and not do is in Your hands now,
All my toils and labour have been materialised in the past hours.
And all that I could say is I give thanks for whatever that may come my way.
I wish I had more time.
I wish I haven't been so ignorant.
I wish the consequence of the future will not fall so hard on me.
I wish I could turn back time and erase everything that was hurtful to Your eyes.
After all that has been said and done I still could stand proud and say that You are great.
I want to depend on You now. I've done all I could and now it's Your turn.
And here I am.. trusting and waiting for Your miracle.
I come with no expectations, only believe.
Will You ever disappoint me?
I will be prepared by then in case You said 'no'.
But You made the impossibles, a reality today.
So if ever I passed this red sea.. with the Egyptians trailing behind,
I know You are able to do that miracle.. again.
All the world will rejoice, especially me, if You can be so kind. *smiles innocently*
All I could do now.. is wait.
Amen.

Now, thank you for your kind thoughts.. we shall now celebrate for a month of holidays!!!
psst.. another paper, another paper.. no worries.. study.. study.. haha!

Galatians 5: 24 (The Message)
²⁴Among those who belong to Christ, everything connected with getting our own way and mindlessly responding to what everyone else calls necessities is killed off for good--crucified.

Phobia-tically wrong..

Aww.. Look at that miserable depressing long face.. I bet you were disappointed when you came in here. haha! I have been miserably disorganized and 24 hours isnt enough for a day. How I wish if I could turn back time or set the time in slow-mo, then I can sit back and watch everything slow and nice. That would be awesome! Oh by the way, I can even procrastinate all I want! =P

Anyways, on the brink of attempting suicide.. so any last words you wish to leave me? Please do so. I know its an unforgivable sin but thats the only way out i could think about right now. Like erm.. slit my wrist and watch myself slowly bleeding to death. LoL. Exam is knocking me off my feet and I wish I could go an inch further than time. Then I would be 0.00001 second in front. Hahaha. Damn! Exam is an excruciating pain!

Retreat

If only I could recover from this post-emo syndrom that has kept me away for sometime already now. Caught up with so many things and i really need a very long, long holiday! And guess what? Exams in 2 weeks time!

Umm.

Lost passion in blogging 'cause of this very good lady. Made me think for awhile about all these 'in-thing', writing all the what nots, daily shits and routines we go through are really bullsh*t sometimes. For some of us, writing here seems like life and blood. Amusing really.