Mrs. Morgan's..

Im like.. soaked with loads of indons these few days.. 'dok mau gua kasi cerita?? gua bisa benyuit kasi lu iya?'. Since CNY is 4 days away, they kept on tellin me about their pesawat as well. Nasi lemak in indonesia is called nasi gemuk or nasi buduk(not sure bout the spelling).. nasi buduk can only be found in jakarta.. but somehow or rather they come from the lemak origin. Lols. Indonesians have played a big part in me. I have been mingling with them since i was 9 years old. They are not that bad as they seemed to be. =)

Anyways, when i was back home during the holidays, just after the new year celebration. I was given the opportunity to minister to this poor kid. Doctors diagnosed him with leukaemia. He received that heartbreaking news with a very calm heart. This poor kid once had dreams. He was very playful and smart, sed his mom. And because of this poor kid, they actually hope for a miracle that can only be found in Jesus. They were(?!) buddhist. But with a determine heart and alil faith, this boy decided to believe in hope. So a group of us went to minister him in the hospital. He smiled a lot. Didnt talk much. Ive been updated yesterday that he has only until CNY to live. Parents have been informed, not the boy. He is still hoping. Hoping. He is 17.

I asked myself.. How do i live my life? Why did i crave for death when weaknesses took over me? He wants to live and see this world when some of us can just throw our life away within a few minutes. God works in a way that we could not comprehend but i believe in this boys death, another family is saved. That should be my comfort. When i looked at him, i saw victory. His race is almost nearing the finishing line. Still i am thankful that i can have another year to live. I am more grateful than ever and in life, nothing is definite but death is inevitable.

Bah. Another homecoming awaits me.. yayness.

Evolution(?!)

As I was in class this morning, something came to my mind.. like in a glimpse of a second. Part of what im learning is connected to the internet. By the rate of how population have grown over generations and generations to come, the pace of internet development is currently complying to that pace. Unconsciously, internet has created another world for us to live in.. e.g the movie Matrix, Neo in the cyberworld, Mr. Anderson in the real world. Which do you want to live in? Which do you intend to make your life meaningful? Nothing goes without the web. It has become a medium to everything. The underlying truth whether or not we should be asking ourselves would be; will the internet be a threat to us?

What took me to a halt in class was.. how much we have become so dependant to it. Antidote and drug. Everything in one. One world for everyone and it is available and accessible to every soul. This world has no limits.. no boundaries. Think hard. Stop. Reflect.

Jaded

Lol. My apology for not updating. Am seriously thinking about abandoning this page. Time constraint forbids me from making this a routine and i seriously didnt know how much my page would impact some of you. Hehe.. maybe not impact but i didnt expect to have frequent visitors lah. I thank you sincerely for keeping up with me.

I come to a point where sometimes i fear that i can be very hypocritical about some issues i write here. But i also realized that the best things in life are shared.. an excerpt from liquor advert. Lol. Funny how these adverts can be so positive but selling something very wrong. Ironic.

I passed all papers for last term and for that i am very thankful. I couldnt have asked for more. It was a miracle. Really. In times like these.. i really thank Him. But on the bad side, college screwed up on me. Things changing so rapidly fast that i couldnt catch up so much. Next thing i know, my exam is on the 6th of march. Thats like 3 weeks after CNY break. Lecturers attempting the impossible by trying to finish 14 chapters in 4 weeks time. Incredible. Can anyone define me the word 'education'?

Good night world.

Zzz..